Have you ever felt like you're wearing a suit of armour just to get through the day? A protective layer that helps you show up, smile, and carry on — even when inside, you're struggling?
Full transparency, last week this was me, and I’ve been thinking about that armour a lot.
It’s been one of those weeks where my emotions have felt
heavy, but as we know life doesn’t stop just because we’re feeling a bit fragile. I’ve still had to teach, to show up, to hold space for others — so on goes the armour, the brave face, the ‘I’m fine’ smile.
And in some ways, that armour serves us well. It lets us keep going when we need to, giving us a sense of structure and strength when we feel wobbly inside. It can be a shield against overwhelm, allowing us to function when the alternative might be crumbling under the
weight of it all.
But here’s the thing — armour is heavy. It wasn’t designed to be worn all the time. If we never take it off, if we never allow ourselves a moment to breathe and acknowledge what’s really going on beneath it, we start to feel exhausted. The weight of it seeps into our bodies, our minds, and our movement. We carry tension in our shoulders, tightness in our chests, a weariness in our bones.
So how do we balance this? How do we honour the
protection our armour gives us while also recognising when it’s time to take it off — just for a moment, just long enough to breathe, to be, to release some of the weight?
Movement allows me to do this. When I step onto my mat, when I start to breathe deeply, and simply allow my body to move without expectation, I find this is my safe space, the time when I can allow the armour to soften and open up a little. It doesn’t mean I have to drop it completely — it just means I can
loosen the straps, let my shoulders down, and remind myself that I don’t always have to be ‘on.’
Maybe you’ve felt this too. Maybe you’ve had days (or weeks, or months) where that suit of armour has felt like the only thing keeping you going. If that’s the case, I see you, I have your back. I invite you to find little ways to lighten the load — whether it’s through movement, breath, a quiet moment to yourself, or simply acknowledging that yes, this *is* heavy, but it’s okay to
feel that.
The armour is there when we need it. But so is the release. And both are part of the balance of life.
I hope if you have felt the weight of your suit of armour this week, that you have found your space to let go of some of the heaviness and feel some release and a lighter feeling.
I’m wishing you a good week — keep looking, moving, and feeling good.
With love
Jane xx